19 April 2009 1:44 AM
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I saw how good you were & how much you have changedI told you ,you were the best boyfriend
Made me felt touched even though you were not around
Some incidents , you proved me something , i am touched ,crying & in my heart says thankyou & sorry
I told myself i dont want to live without you because you are the best
But things prove me wrong, whenever you make me angry , same feeling, feel like kicking you from one end to another ,but i know you are still the best :D
You make me set my mind to change myself,I want to change , i want to change !
Just for you, i try to apologise for everything even if i dont find that it was my mistake
I took my my courage to apologise, what you said to me then ?
I thought you will say it was not my mistake ,or at least "it's ok , nevermind"
But what you said to me ? You gave me the dissapointed tone & said dont apologise
But what you said to me ? You gave me the dissapointed tone & said dont apologise
You want to see the change in me.
Slowly i am changing ,you should know my character well
Now if you passby my blog ,let me tell you ,just now Saturday night,1+am
When i apologise,i dont apologise because i want to patch things up
I apologise for something that i dont even think i am at fault because i want to slowly change because of you
But your reply hurts me alot and makes me feel like then what is the point of me change
Do you know it is very hard to do something that is not according to my will ,
It is like forcing yourselves to do something ,but what kind of remarks i get in the end ?
I want to give up :(
P.S . Just like when i make some effort , you call me to stop & not to continue
