Finally i had a good sleep last time last night.Yesterday i was preparing and wanted to go out alone but ended up went out with Ah bear .He was damn fast okay ?!Like no need prepare or anything. Anyway we took shuttle bus from Tiong Bahru to Plaza Sing,Sorry to keep you waiting.Oh my .I only had a meal for the whole day but i was really full.Shopped around and catch toys .haha .I felt relieved when i know that i did not spend more than $20 yesterday .So happy la.I regretted not putting make up cause i thought i will cry & my make up will smudge even though i use liquid eyeliner also no use also will smudge ,my tears is too powerful already.But i am strong enough when i am at outside , i tried to cheer myself up , i tried to think of many ways to make me feel better because i have to ,need to , i must be happy. I do not even have the feeling of my heart aching or crying . :D .Ah bear left at 7pm .So i went home after that.Thanks Bro.
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Meet Xingtian @ my house playground at night .Chatted for quite long .Not interfering each other relationship.But overall we are cousin so trying to help if possible .Just talk only since it free .HAHA.who knows that might help out each other to sort of thoughts ,i know you do sort of some thoughts for some certian things ah? I asked Xingtian to text her boyfriend whether do he wants to come down and find us so he came down but surprisingly my boyfriend came too ! I was overwhelming He keep on smacking me non-stop.PAIN LA. :( .I thought when you hit me you will xin tong ? KNS. haha .Smack like free ! =P . * Huggies & kisses ! (:
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Weiling , nothing i can say besides thanks & sorry . (:
All the promise are lies then should i even keep my promise or not ?
Nothing for me to cheer up about since the day i know that you never thought that we can last till the end
You shouldnt create illusion & promise or tell me those thing . Now I lost my confidence & i lost a part of me.
I gave somebody a hint [Not my boyfriend] ,be it you get it or not ,that is what i can do ,I'm sorry